THISISmydance.

Thursday, February 9

got my music results today. i guess no matter what, nothing is really ever good enough. i mean yeah, i got a distinction but of course a really low, down to the very hairs of the earth, low one. i would've been happy with it but then with my music teacher's glum face, it just hit me that she expected more from me. everyone does. why cant i just work in my own level of ability. if i go up a level, good for me. if i fail, then you have every right to demean me.demote my every bit of hope to crumbles of dust. useless yet capacitating. but otherwise, i can only do this much and unless i turn into a genius overnight then it'll be different. let me be me. i know that every child probably has a fear delved year-by-year into their innocent hearts where they'd come home with their test results fearing the fact that, is this good enough? what if it isn't. poor child. and the question would further link to am I good enough? we all know that we are. cause God has moulded us in every special way and so we've been told. my folks said so. practice what you preech. i love you guys but cut me some slack.

for some odd reason, mum's been getting on my nerves. i know im in sec 4. o levels, blah blah, yeah, I KNOW. i'm not stupid, really. but i need a life. banning me from watching the telly aint gonna make a difference. grounding me is just pointless. taking my jack johnson cd away from me dont make no sense. c'mon, you guys can do better than that. a whole lot better. you guys are somehow certified to bug our lives so heres your shot, show me what you've got.
heheh.okay, im totally asking for it.

so yeah, believe in me. you dont know how much it'd make a difference to me. and i do appreciate every bit of you guys from your nagging to your bugging to your unreasonably ridiculous actions. i still love you guys all the same. *kheekhee*

valentine's day's around the corner. well techincally in 5 days. not that im keeping track or anything. so yeah, for all you guys and girls who are attatched. good luck with the vday shopping. hope you all get the perfect thing. unless you abide by the rule, nothings ever good enough.heh. and for all of us lucky and single people, sit back, relax, and enjoy this date-less valentines.it may mean something. and dont give up hope.its valentines in 5 whole days.

put a little love in your hearts.

love DOES make the world go round :)

din