THISISmydance.

Saturday, February 11

hello :) these past few days have been very demeaning. the o level results was a real eye-opener and prior to that im totally, completely, FREAKING OUT. its a thing where everything and anything can happen. eg, miracles, total drastic failure. some people whom i assumed wouldnt do as well, did really well. which means 1.never underestimate anyone. 2.if it happened to them.why not me?
God help me.especially me.heh. but yeah, ive got to consider the fact of whether or not i want to be the one crying over regret, ashamed of spending 4 whole years with no pride and confidence in myself.i dont know what i'd do. probably run away to timbuktoo and get lost somewhere in the bamuda triangle.hah! either that or having a admissable reaction and being able to smile thinking 'i did it! WOOHOOOO!', no doubt. i really want that. i really really really do. thats all that matters to me right now.

went out with wei ming & everyone yesterday after so long. had fun. loads. made me realise that i have good friends and i appreciate every little bit of them and also cause every single one of them did really well, it really showed me that nomatter what they say, theyre really intelligent people and again, if they could do it, why can't i? heh.yup.

oh and i seriously suck at bowling. God forbid.heh. i mean i really didnt know how excruciatingly bad i was till yesterday.gosh. bowlings cool, i think.but just not fit for me. considering the fact that cheryl and gervais play so damn well. heh. but i DID beat wei ming by 1 pin for the second game.dig that!

got my dance results just now and this time, im really upset about them. i shan't delve into what i actually got but its not my best, in fact, far FAR away from my best. and i shall clearly quote ms sharon saying, 'Dinisha, you're just pure lazy.' PURE LAZY. me? okay fine, i do admit i'm a lazy dancer but im not a pure lazy dancer. okay, all you guys who must be thinking, 'what the hell is the damn difference!', well there is one! and it matters to me. hahah.

now there's two things i need to buck up in, my studies and my dance.
darn.
nontheless, i shall succeed.

now watch me.

din