Sunday, February 19
hey all.went shopping today with nad after so very long. i really liked alot of shirts from far-east and heeren considering the fact that i haven't been to town in months. i couldn't get any cause i was so damn broke. it's only mid feb and i'm broke. mum called me 'expensive'. i object though. i really dont think i'm high maintainence. i guess it was just that i splurged my cash on yummy marks&spencer chocolates for valentines and branded slippers i really could have done without. nad was on a shopping spree today.wooohoooo.heh. the stuff she bought were so nice it made my heart sink right to the face of this depleating earth cause i couldn't even lay my hands on anything, i mean what could you possibly get with 7 bucks? 7 frigging bucks.gosh. i gotta learn how to manage my money. know im still young, but this is totally under drastic measures. i'm sick. i have money cancer.watched 'i not stupid too' with shanti the other day. brilliant, i must say. i really wanted to see it since the day my 'buddies' asked me out at 11.30 pm to go for a 12.50 show which was kinda obvious that i COULDNT GO and since then, everyones beem talking about it, laughing about it and i got really frustrated cause i was like, 'errrr yeaaaahhh' with no goddamned idea about what the hell they were talking about. so yeah, due to uncommon peer pressure, i went to go watch it :) and it was really surprising that even after a whole month of it playing in theatres, it was still full which ended us sitting on the second row. letting alone the fact that i strained my neck earlier that day so, go figure.heh.the pressure is on. my music coach is not letting me off this time. she says i've got 'hidden talent'. but its my Os this year and if the talent refuses to show sooner or later, i will personally hunt it down out of its hide-and-seek position and stranggle it with my bear hands till it agrees to shine through my very soul.God knows where that came from.heres a note;There is no refuge from confession but suicide; and suicide is confession. i'm falling even more in love with you
holding on to what i've held on to
i'm standing here until you make me move
i'm hanging by a moment here with you
din
