Wednesday, February 22
oh yes, i deliberately forgot to mention yesterday's learning journey experience. was completely excruciating. the damn bus driver somehow dropped us off at some part of MacRitchie and we ended up walking through a jungle-type walkway for more than 10 km, i'm sure, with stones and horrible puddles that never failed to creep up on us every now and then. i mean we were totally UNprepared for it.the treetop trail was rather exhilerating. loved the impact of the height. just sorta made me witness the beauty of it all. the greenery perhaps or maybe the beauty of just being up there away from it all. the destruction of mankind i meant. the pollution of souls. just heartache.there i go again.
shall talk about it more on the ''other blog''.
mr k made us do a blog entry thing for our holiday assignment on this specific occasion. kinda dumb really. its not even worth the trouble. urgh~
every single day i think about how it's going to be. or rather, how i'm going to get there. i pretty much know where i am now and where i'm going to be in the future.
whats bothering my is how i'm going to get there. will i survive it all? will i even get there? am i even capable of dealing with it all? oh God, i like things the way they are and it frigging scares the hell outta me. yelp
cross country tmr. oh crap.
Do you know what its like to
give your whole self to a person,
and your whole heart to boot,
until you've got nothing left to give
-and then realise that it still isn't what they need?
din
