Friday, February 17
okay it seems like a gazilion and ten years since i've updated. been really busy lately with dance, valentines, gervais's departure. it dosent sound depressing or anything but i disliked every bit of it. valentines. it's days like these which really put you off sometimes. especially for 'the lover-less' which is the literal meaning of single just that it sounds horrible and remarkably terrifying. i loved the whole idea of everyone exchanging little red notes, little cute heart-shaped notes, excellent cookies [sam, you the bomb! loved them], red sparkling hearts which messed up your entire bag. [heh, you know who you are.] and not forgeting the amazingly delicious chocolate which just tastes miraculously better just cause its valentines.heh.all filled with words of encouragment and happiness.so where did the bad stuff disappear off to?i mean how come its only on a universal day like valentines that we pass a lovely comment, present our friends with gifts, pass a rose to that special someone just cause you think its THE appropriate day to. what makes any other day any different? why do we need a day to commemorate love? does this mean that we have to have a day to 'remember to love'? how can we possibly be THAT sad. i think valentines day's awesome. i look forward to it, in some way or another, every year. we need it. especially in the envoronment we have been choked in. its a pity though that we dont treat other days as valentines day..or even friendship day for that matter. where everything just seems so bloomy and flowery. everyones so nice and fake. for couples, it would make sense. to them, it would just be an overenhancement of their love for each other and thats cool. but for married couples..guess they kinda forget that they fell in love once and needed a day to remind them. and for us worthy singles. guess its a day to keep our cash where they belong and have a great day. just like any other day should be. really, they should be. shoot me if you object but i'd agree that probably a years down the road you may just see me flourishing over the fact that valentines day is freaking awesome.heh.guess we'll never know huh. [been using this line too many times already.heh.but it IS true.]oh well.gervais has departed right from my very eyes at 7.34 on that odd thursday evening, terminal 1, changi airport. it took me quite some time to register that he was actually leaving for a long time, and when i finally did all time spent together with all of us friends just cascaded down my mind. guess you never really realise how much you miss someone till he's actually, physically gone. miss you gervais. honestly, i think that gervais has been the most genuine, most gentle-men like in st hildas sec. okay, probably in our clique and i appreciate that. do come back asap.well i gave him my jack johnson cd :) who could ever travel without jack in the bag.hah! rhymes, well kinda. really hope he likes it. oh wellhe'll be back. i'm sure :)well thats about it.oh. OASIS CONCERT IS NOT IN ANOTHER 6 DAYS. wooohoooo! i can't bloody wait.kisskiss.i miss you, really i do. call me.
din
