THISISmydance.

Monday, April 17

I live life on the edge. I make big mistakes. I recover from them only to make the same mistakes again. Lines and joints, my vice of choice, the vice I love in which I've abstained from a period of time. Legal or otherwise, only God can judge me.

You know, its finally come to me that all these years, I've always been heavily weighed down by the restrictions (or so I may have thought) of my beliefs. But I've realised that there are just too many things which cannot be categorised.

Tattoos for one, all along i thought were wrong and against some form self-misusing theory and against God and religion itself. But no.. As long as we don't ink cultish or Satanic symbols on ourselves. And again, it all boils down to your motive in getting a tatt. It shouldn't be about showing off. What's extremely wrong about it is the lying and hiding, if you have conservative parents. Fortunately for me, I guess my folks are liberal enough to accept body art, not that I have one, but if I do intend to get one, I wouldn't have to be one of those self-renowned dopes.

There are, no doubt, however, which the holy book clearly says will not please God. No amount of excuses will justify those.

PS: These are my perceptions. To teach its own. :)

Anyway I've been unexceptionally exhausted. The fatigue, so immensely disheartening, has been growing beneath my very soul. Been feeling pretty dead these past two weeks but I'm very glad to say that I'm ALIVE again! I'm so excited all over again, and so unbelievably positive about everything, anything. Its all good :D

I've only recently found out from a classmate that MidYears start next Friday. Holy cow I didnt even realise how much shit I'm in and here I am, totally oblivious, thinking that its still so far away. Unless I gladly choose to flunk them all and once again let history repeat itself, then I shall continue to remain negligent to the myriad of studying I am supposed to deal with. But no, not this time alright?

I am my own protege and I believe anything is indeed possible if you put your whole heart and soul into it. It's about time we Live Our Dreams.

din