Sunday, June 25
Seemed that everyone in the world got up before I did. I was flourished to the very fo shizzle ka gizzle. Whatever that means.
I obviously didn't get any work done which means I'm going to have to see the next two weeks slogging my butt off & then after I should be giving up the little luxuries in life. Dreadfully.
I just hope for support & love from my family and friends. I really need this. I really really really really really really really really really really really really want this for the goodness of everyone as well as myself. I'm not willing to let anyone down & i'm certainly not going to let anyone make me look inferior as soon as i get my results. I just want to do my best and just be me.
I just wish i could share this
me. I don't want to lose out. It sucks especially when people laugh at your ambition & it sucks. Really thought about everything last night after Mesa's family left for Bandung/Australia. Wherever. I guess, nothing comes easy. I've lost a whole part of me and i'm determined to get it back.
I just need someone by my side. The little whisper of encouragement, that assurance, the comfort. That's all i need right now. I'm not intending to worry my life away but this is just the way it goes.
Omg. I'm beginning to yawn at my sentences. This is not good. Anyways, today was drolk. I just made that word up so its up to you to decide how it went.
Was home till i decided to make a trip down to Gramps to pass my cousin his money which i've owed him for over two months & i guess i'd better clear all debts. I'm no freeloader and I'll live up to it.
Stayed there for a couple of hours then headed home. And if theres one thing i've learnt today, its that miscommunication IS a BIG FAT joke.
Caught High School Musical just now. I liked it. Thought the Gabriella Mortez girl was really pretty & Troy Bolton's hot. His smile could make any girl melt down like little ice cubes in Tahiti.
SCHOOL tomorrow. Cant say i'm really anticipating it but i think i need a good start.
gotta say goodbye to:
PROCRASTINATION
LAZINESS
THE URGE TO OVEREAT
MY ULTIMATE PASSION FOR DANCE
i'll go back to dancing as soon as my Os are over. Hell Yeah.
If theres one language i speak, its DANCE.
Gotta get my head in the game.
I'm all over the place, if you've not spotted.
I just hope i'm playing my cards right.
& all will go well.
cross my heart.
din
