Sunday, July 23
The dusk of her soul succumbs toINGENUITYI think I've come to a turning point in my life where I seriously have to set things straight. Prioritize what's conspicuous. Like my book, for example. I've thought it to be a dream but why succumb to fake willingness. I could make it happen. I could make it all happen. I could live my dreams. I can, with all my heart & soul.
So the weekend went alright. Met Yen on Thursday. We were supposed to catch a movie but due to some unforseen circumstances, we retreated back to Yen's place for the rest of the afternoon. It was partly my fault cause I was supposed to catch Pirates with her but I had already watched it. And the other movies were a sore to the eye. So yeah, SORRY YEN.
Friday was Racial Harmony/Founder's Day. Was pretty alright. Ms Yew told us about Hilter & what the women faced & how it shamed the men. How barbaric people can be during war. How men can be so heartless & imbecile. The fact that death isn't suffering. The fact that hardship is suffering & people succumb to death because of hardship.
It was a stab in the throat. I just couldn't imagine. HereI am, living the life. Knowing all my folks want is the best of my ability & they will provide accordingly. I just felt, there's a whole new world out there just waiting to be submerged. I'm in hunger to find out.
Met Nad on Friday Night @ Tampines. It had been a thousand million years since i met her. Nad, my SAJC motivation, my best friend, my estacy, my laugh buddy, my confidant. Love you Missy. You Rock My Socks (:
Went to School on Saturday morning. Met Dannelia, Nicky & Loise. It's been a whole lifetime since I've seen those guys. Good times. Real good times.
Had Piano after that. So now, I'm really getting serious with it. Apparently, the examiner for this year is a wraith. HAHAHAH. K, not literally. But he failed 2 music scholars! & 3 grade 2s! Grade 2 was amazingly a piece of StrawberryCheeseCake for me. It brought gitters through my collar bone. So from now on, I'm going to be so damn perfect. Not a single mistake and I'm going to play with expression. Feed into the damn examiner's heart. Force him into my music. Make him feel as though he's being possessed into my rhythm. Ok, that's enough of fantasising.
But I've got to be different. Have my own style. That's the only way to get my distinction. My excellence. My pride.
Went for Amar's Surprise soon after. Loved his house. I thought it was very unique & very vibrant. And Karan & Anand did a really good job in taking charge of the food, decor, invites, etc, etic. Very nicely done. I think the entire Cricket team was there or something as well as the Rugby Captain. Really cool. And Nad said he's the guy who appeared on the MOE Book. Who Knew?!?!? HAH. Small world.
So last night was a blast. I've got 2 shout-outs.
Happy Eighteenth Birthday Amar! (:
&
Congrats to Shanti for Passing her Driving!
You Go Girl ;P
HMMM. Everyone's all grown up. It's me who feels like the total kid :/
Anyways, I've got to get back to the painfulness of life's every expectancies.
Joke for the Day: Why did the skeleton NOT cross the road?
Cause it didn't have the GUTS to.
HAHAHAHAH
Loves to all (:
din
