THISISmydance.

Monday, July 31

Hit me hard enough to wake me
Lead me while to your dark roads

Sunday was delightful. Met Jihan at her place before heading off to the Debate Workshop which absolutely ROCKED! I thought the Ramesh speaker was hilarious. He has made us see into Debate as an art. As an expression. I'd definitely take up Debate when I go to JC. Like he said, "yeah you can hit a ball, so what?"

& Debating is fun. Its now that I realise that we've been debating our whole lives. Its just taking it to the next level. The more proffesional level. The more direct and effective level. It's amazing how he made us, well me at least, actually love debating and want to actually take it up proffessionally. I'm quite sure I'd make a pretty good Debater. So kudos to me.

So that was the main highlight of my Sunday. Met up with Ann Hin & Kang Wei at Siglap to study. Didn't do much but that was because I could smell my brain frying itself beneath my skull. No joke guys.

nobody knows just why we're here
would it be fate or random circumstance?

I hate hate hate it how my mother thinks that my brother and I have cooked up a conspiracy. Seriously, it sucks. I just can't wait for her to stop breathing down my neck. She's my stomach ache on a clear, bright Sunday morning. My queesy feeling for the urge to regurgitate. The skum between my toes. She makes me sick.

Chem self-study after school t'day. Was SO shagged out. Was almost brain-dead. Managed to bullshit my way through the paper then hastened down to the Art Room. Got great help from Yan Xiew & Raquel. Thanks guys. A little of help from the pros is a neccessity. No kidding.

Walked to the bus stop with Clement & Ann Hin. We saw a Wookdpecker! Hahah. & apparently, it was Clement's first time. I just made it sound wrong but it's up to you to interpret. I think life's about making a hell load amount of choices. Make yours today.

I did not just sound like a cheesy commercial.

Think I've finally come into contact with my level of contentment. & I'm pretty alright about it. At least better than I hoped for it to be. Woohooo! Sometimes, you just gotta tell yourself, 'get over it, you dumbass.' & also, 'screw it, i'm gonna start living' Even a so-full-of-yourself-speech couldn't conquer the way i feel.

Voting for Prom King & Queen have finally evoked. Hah, how formal. But yeah. I still have no goddamned idea of who I'm voting to be Prom King. Prom Queen's gonna be the everradiant, everfashionable, evergorgeous, eversincere Vanessa. Really hope you get the title missy.

Ahh, who cares about Prom. It's all about the Afterparty. Whoo~ It'll be the payback for all the months mugging our asses off. It WILL be about time. Hmmm, everything's happening so damn fast. It's like we've been travelling on a bullet-train all our goddamned 16 years of livelihood. Gees. All the world's a mess. The men & woman nearly pulling their hair out in order to survive. Believe it or not, believe it.

i have the power to summon the rains
be afraid, be very afraid

Tomorrow's tuesday baby! Which means, LAWKI & The OC. I'm craving for attention off the big black box. Come salvate me, you torpedo.

I've seriously got to sort my Piano days out before I positively, absolutely lose my damn mind.

then i'd have to go look for it. Oh bugger.

Forgive me off my dull acrimony. Don't worry, i know exactly how you feel.
It bothers the shit out of me too.

din