Tuesday, September 12
English was bleah.
I can so kiss first 3 months, or 2 months rather, goodbye.
SIGH.
I didn't have enough time for Paper 1 mostly because that bitch Koh made us stop writing at 9.45 when the board said 9.47. 2 minutes is alot in times of desparation.
Who's going t save me from myself?My mother is getting on my nerves again. Ugh, all I need is t prove t her that I can be the daughter she always wanted me t be. Which is just so hard it makes me want t cry. Yeah, it's that sad.
I'm anticipating every second of my future. It's gonna be a bang. It has to. If it dosen't, God knows what I'd do. I guess I push myself t hard. But if I don't, then who will? My folks have become broken records, sorry t say, it's just that way.
So I'm fasting starting from now till just before the Os. I'm off all luxurious foods till then as well, so I actually just eat before 5 am and then again after 8. Yup, with Prayer as well of course.
I've got t design my ball outfit like by this week. Well, by friday. It's supposed t be indian cause it's for Diwali. So I thought of going Black Rock&Roll Churidar. Hahahah, sounds like loads of fun but I've really got t start getting my ideas into place. Hope it turns out well. Feel free t send me pictures so I may be inspired, thanks.
She's going t change the worldEngland, you bloody fool.
I believe you're speaking our language.
din
